11 May 2010

todae i wake up at 8.. bath dn slack slack at my room... than my dad ask me pay car parking... so i get ready to go skool wear my shirt n dn go hdb pay parkin... after tat go skool... reach skool arnd 11... saw my classmate at canteen n we went to buy food... we eat slowly til 12plus.. after eatin we watch ip man 2 at sebestian's macbook.... watch until 1 dn go bck class... there's class test todae..bt i didnt study... bt i pass... cos the question is easy... after test wen for break dn my teacher go through the question n release us... on the way bck hme, heavy rain... hais....
We enjoy each others company but for the most part, we avoid it. We pretend there is nothing there. We're just friends. Every time we meet, it's awkward at first. We're just friends that's all. We call each other on the phone, and always have a good excuse for doing so. Do friends need an excuse? The rules have been set, and we live by them. I hang on your every word. Your simple presence in a room, gives my life a purpose. Add your voice and a smile, and I melt away. The thought of you hugging me makes my body scream out with yearning But we're just friends, right? Why do I feel it's more? We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again. I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside. That I'd be willing to take that chance To be more than just your friend. I know you sense this, as I do, but it's easier to pretend. i jus wanna b wit u...