Today got piss off with my younger brother again... K let's not about him anymore... Totally pissed me off...!! Guess what is today's date ? Its 21th January 2011 ....!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABU...!! I send a birthday song to wish you but you ignore my message.. I know the reason why... Because of my facebook status and blog post right ? Deanna told me that '' if it carries, maybe ya'' , you'll contacting her, I don't think so..I know your '' maybe ya'' referring to don't contact me... She even asked if I'm satisfied with that answer ? Hais... I can't say anything already... Totally speechless....!! Abu, do you how much I miss you ? Ya I admit I had a crush on you and its hard to forget you... You give me the courage of not to give up so easily..You teach me how to stand up for my right.. You bought my smile most of the time.. You cheer me up when I'm down.. You are always there when I need you.. I know that I'm annoying and irritating to you.. You got pissed off by me easily.. You and me often quarrel but after awhile we back to normal... You see there's alot of memories.. Memories can't be erase off.. I knew the moments she say you contact her back, you'll change... I guess it correctly .. You seems to listen and cared and loved her but no one else.. So let it be.. Go ahead be happy... I'll be happy if I see you happy...But I'm sorry, I have to say this, I do believe you remember saying '' never trust /believe someone who is shy and quiet'' to me right ? I do get what you mean. I've seen it with my eyes... When I've seen it, I cried because you're been blind in love with her.. I don't think you understand it.. So never mind.. Let it be... You might blame me for the post and that made you hate me, by all mean.. I can't say anything much...Ya you're right, I'm too emotional and too ego... Ya this is me.. I can't possibly change within 1 day right ? What ever I say or what ever I post or what ever I do is for sure I'm too be blame... I'm really sorry for all this cause.. I'm sorry for loving you too much.. I'm sorry for being mad over you... I'm sorry for any words I say to you...I'm sorry for making you angry.. I'm sorry for posting status.. I'm sorry for the things that I've done... I really hope you'll forgive me.. I really don't lose you as friend... I'm really very sorry... I just don't want to lose you my friend... Please do forgive me, abu... You're my special brother/ friend that God gave me... I really apologize my friend...
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
