Don't ever push a loyal girl to the point where she'll no longer give a fuck about you. Because it takes a lot for a girl to give a fuck about you so it's kind of difficult for a girl to stop giving a fuck when she's invested so much of herself into someone. But keep in mind, just because it's difficult for a girl to stop giving a fuck, doesn't mean it isn't possible. Every girl has a limit on how much she can take and most of the time, you can go over that limit and she'll still love you too much to leave you, but if you push her far enough, then she'll just drop you and completely cut you off and once that happens, it will be extremely hard for her to start caring again. So be careful how you treat her & don't take those chances she gives you for granted.

It  isn't easy for her to do it. She doesn't want to leave you because she loves you with all of her heart, but it's just gotten to the point where she cannot take it anymore. She's fought for you, cried for you, gave you chance after chance, waited for you to change, even changed herself for you, dropped everything else for you, even cut some people off for you, forgave you every time you fucked her over hoping you wouldn't do it again. All those sacrifices she's made for you in hopes you'll start being better, but you didn't. So she's done. Really done.

Kehidupan

Kehidupan itu tak selalu menjanjikan apa yang kita inginkan

Tetapi kehidupan akan selalu memberikan apa yang kita perlukan

Aku diuji dengan pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran

Terkadang aku merasa lelah dan lemah untuk menghadapinya

Namun..setiap cubaan yang diberikan adalah sesuai dengan kemampuan aku

Seringkali lewat setiap cubaan..aku menyalahkan takdir

Aku tertanya-tanya..kenapa aku??

Kenapa aku yang dipilih untuk menghadapi semua ini?

Melihat teman-teman yang sedang berbahagia

Aku jadi cemburu..

Kenapa tidak aku yang berada di tempat mereka?

Kenapa aku di sini? menghadapi cubaan ini?

Kenapa? kenapa? dan kenapa?

Aku sering mempersoalkan takdirNYA

Walau aku sedar setiap apa yang ditentukanNYA

Pasti akan ada hikmah di sebaliknya

Tetapi sebagai manusia biasa

Yang tidak lepas dari khilaf, salah dan silap

Yang tidak lepas dari rasa kecewa, sedih dan putus asa

Aku kadangkala menjadi tidak sabar

Menjadi tidak ikhlas menerima ketentuanNYA

Kita jadi gelojoh, rakus dan penuh dengan amarah

Sebaiknya..kita muhasabah diriKita koreksi diri

Kita nilai diri

Memang akan ada yang lebih baik bakal menanti

Memang akan ada takdir yang lebih indah sedang menunggu kita

Memang akan ada warna-warni kehidupan yang bahagia buat kita

Tinggal kita sabar dan yakin sahaja denganNYA

Dari sekecil-kecil ujian sehinggalah ke sebesar-besar dugaan

ALLAH sedang berbicara dengan kita

DIA sedang mengajar kita erti sebenar kehidupan

Tidak semuanya akan kita perolehi dengan mudah

Terkadang ada yang memerlukan usaha dan doa yang lebih ampuh untuk dimiliki

ALLAH..kurniakan kami kesabaran dan rasa ikhlas lewat setiap ujian yang KAU berikan.    

                                                                                                                           ~ Kinahshorty

Difference being an acquaintance and being a friend.

There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around. It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them. On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless. Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen. Friends are the people who won't laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it. Friends are the people you cried with when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and at graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don't think about how long to hug and who's going to be the first one to let go. Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud. They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them. They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.

Last or lust?

We were once so close, laughing together, crying together, messing up with each other's hair, and doing everything together. I didn't know that this happiness would end. You've found your girl, and you left me in a corner. I didn't blame you, but tried my best to be close to you. My heart calls out to you, my hands reaching out to you, again and again, you didn't appreciate my kindness, yet you shove it away. I tried every ways to salvage our friendship, but you don't seems to be aware of it. It hurts me so much, but you don't even realize. I'm missing every moment with you, but do you? You're my first best friend, the only one I can confide in, the only one who will be there when I'm happy and down. But now, its just a lost hope. I seriously miss you so much, can you feel it? Dear friend, please don't throw me aside. I didn't regret knowing you, living with you. Please salvage this friendship. Can we still be like what we used to be? I'm missing it alot. :'(

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Happy birthday my friend.. I'm sorry...

Today got piss off with my younger brother again... K let's not about him anymore... Totally pissed me off...!!  Guess what is today's date ? Its 21th January 2011 ....!!  HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABU...!! I send a birthday song to wish you but you ignore my message.. I know the reason why... Because of my facebook status and blog post right ? Deanna told me that '' if it carries, maybe ya'' , you'll contacting her, I don't think so..I know your '' maybe ya'' referring to don't contact me...  She even asked if I'm satisfied with that answer ?  Hais... I can't say anything already... Totally speechless....!! Abu, do you how much I miss you ? Ya I admit I had a crush on you and its hard to forget you... You give me the courage of not to give up so easily..You teach me how to stand up for my right.. You bought my smile most of the time.. You cheer me up when I'm down.. You are always there when I need you.. I know that I'm annoying and irritating to you.. You got pissed off by me easily.. You and me often quarrel but after awhile we back to normal... You see there's alot of memories.. Memories can't be erase off.. I knew the moments she say you contact her back, you'll change... I guess it correctly .. You seems to listen and cared and loved her but no one else.. So let it be.. Go ahead be happy... I'll be happy if I see you happy...But I'm sorry, I have to say this, I do believe you remember saying '' never trust /believe someone who is shy and quiet'' to me right ? I do get what you mean. I've seen it with my eyes... When I've seen it, I cried because you're been blind in love with her.. I don't think you understand it.. So never mind.. Let it be... You might blame me for the post and that made you hate me, by all mean.. I can't say anything much...Ya you're right, I'm too emotional and too ego... Ya this is me.. I can't possibly change within 1 day right ?  What ever I say or what ever I post or what ever I do is for sure I'm too be blame... I'm really sorry for all this cause.. I'm sorry for loving you too much.. I'm sorry for being mad over you... I'm sorry for any words I say to you...I'm sorry for making you angry.. I'm sorry for posting status.. I'm sorry for the things that I've done... I really hope you'll forgive me.. I really don't lose you as friend... I'm really very sorry... I just don't want to lose you my friend... Please do forgive me, abu... You're my special brother/ friend that God gave me... I really apologize my friend... 

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Go ahead n be Happy...!!

Please lah, so what if ur sayang is pretty outside but dirty inside ..!! Faster go get married lah if u scared to lose her ! Bodoh ! Get lose from my sight bustard and slut ! I don't deal with arrogant people like you...! try to think back where we are dead last ! KNCB ! N u bitch now he listen to whatever u say instead of me...! U happy now ? Satisfied now ?!! Why are you so scared he might listen to me more ? Why are you jealous ? Please lah who care if he leave or stay.... Just don't control him bitch !! I know him better than you..! Go back to where you belong..! Don't try to seduce this guy..! PAHAM !?!?!?! Sundal tu kau, kau tu sundal, popan sundal tu kau lah bodoh!!! Go ahead n be happy ... don't come to me when u need money.. go ask from her instead.. You think I like to fight with you is it? You think I wanna say bad things about you is it ? You think I want to stop you from loving her ? You think I like seeing you be like this ? You think I wanna us be seperated ? THE ANSWER IS ~ NO...!!! ~ Just think why do I care so much for you when all you do is ignore me and do your own things ? Just think n think...!!!! I post everything about you but some people thought I'm saying about them...! My friend mistaken me for no reason. And I lost him as a friend. You happy to see me suffer is it ?  Do you know that I'm trying to be strong even though I'm crying and dying inside ? Past few days I sick, you know I'm sick,you saw but you cared ? When I asked you buy me cheeseburger, where you go ? You actually go n find her... She's too important to you is it ? Please stop giving me problem and stress...!! I had enough of being patience towards everyone...!! I am doing this because I've promised to mama that I'll take good care of you...! Do you know how sad it is when you choose to stop studying when you were only 15...! You can't even endure for 1 more year to complete secondary life...!! You used to look down at me as I'm the only child in EM3 n N.T stream..! But have you ever seen I gave up ? Till now I endure though sometimes I told myself that I just wanna stop studying, too stress..I never ever once give up..!! When I archive scholarship each year since I was in primary 5 till now, do you think I'm happy ? No I'm not !! Cos you say stupid people don't deserve scholarship..!! Its hurtful when you say that every time I received it.. You jealous that I might steal the love from our parent away.. Deep in my heart I never thought of doing that.. I'm just doing my part to keep our late mom proud of her child.. Each time I get, I'll give the money to either our stepmom or dad... Please think of what I did for you..! You may hate me by all means, I don't give a fucking care..!! If you are rude,I'll be rude to you too...!!! Sorry I've change..!! This is me..!! K bye !!!

My Blog Lyrics :)

*Chorus:
This is my blog,
My way,
My mind,
My say,
If you don't like it,
Get out go away,
Cause this is my site,
My crib,
My likes,
If you don't like it,
Get out of my site,
A place where I can hang out, (uh-huh)
A place where I can shout out, (my thoughts)
All the feelings I keep inside, (uh-huh)
I post it all on this site. (oh my god)

Verse 1:
When I go out and dress up,
People staring me like whats up?
Talking about me,
Hey shut up!
You want your teeth to come out? (no please)
Huh! Just like what I know, (huurrgmm)
You kental buah lemon, (what!?)
You heard what I say, You kental buah lemon!
If you don't understand what I'm trying to say,
Too bad this my song,
You don't have a say!

*Chorus

Verse 2:
I don't hate you,
You don't hate me,
I love you,
You love me,
I kentut you lari, (heh! What the hell)
YO FEEL THE THREAT!
If you wanna hate me, then hate me!
If you wana hit me, then hit me!
If you wanna kill, then kill me!
If you wanna be me, you can't be!
Hey try your best try your luck to kick my ass,
If you don't succeed let me slap your face,
Cause I don't believe in violence,
Change my mind kick your balls I say OLE!
Hey ole ole hey ole ole kau pi makan taik...(eh eh eh eh)
Hey ole ole hey ole ole kau pi makan taik... (eh eh eh eh)

*Chorus

uh oh uh oh! alright now, welcome to my blog,
uh oh uh oh! hmmmmm yeah, find out what I'm all about,
uh oh uh oh! I dunno what to sing,
uh oh uh oh! now I dunno what to rap,
uh oh uh oh! Serious! What uh oh uh oh?
uh oh uh oh! uh oh kau ar bodoh! Hahah!
OK! Well welcome to my blog,
urm.. u r a visitor,
please leave ur initials, ur link up so that I know who u r on my tag board,
my tag board is on the right side of this screen u lookin at, yup, scroll down abit and u'll see my tag board there. ok? be sure to do that! thank you!!
Cause This is my blog, my way, my mind, my say, if you don't like it, get out, get out, go away.
Cause this is my site, my crib, my likes oh! If you don't like it, get out, ooh, oh! Get out of my site...

Thank you, come again!