Go ahead n be Happy...!!

Please lah, so what if ur sayang is pretty outside but dirty inside ..!! Faster go get married lah if u scared to lose her ! Bodoh ! Get lose from my sight bustard and slut ! I don't deal with arrogant people like you...! try to think back where we are dead last ! KNCB ! N u bitch now he listen to whatever u say instead of me...! U happy now ? Satisfied now ?!! Why are you so scared he might listen to me more ? Why are you jealous ? Please lah who care if he leave or stay.... Just don't control him bitch !! I know him better than you..! Go back to where you belong..! Don't try to seduce this guy..! PAHAM !?!?!?! Sundal tu kau, kau tu sundal, popan sundal tu kau lah bodoh!!! Go ahead n be happy ... don't come to me when u need money.. go ask from her instead.. You think I like to fight with you is it? You think I wanna say bad things about you is it ? You think I want to stop you from loving her ? You think I like seeing you be like this ? You think I wanna us be seperated ? THE ANSWER IS ~ NO...!!! ~ Just think why do I care so much for you when all you do is ignore me and do your own things ? Just think n think...!!!! I post everything about you but some people thought I'm saying about them...! My friend mistaken me for no reason. And I lost him as a friend. You happy to see me suffer is it ?  Do you know that I'm trying to be strong even though I'm crying and dying inside ? Past few days I sick, you know I'm sick,you saw but you cared ? When I asked you buy me cheeseburger, where you go ? You actually go n find her... She's too important to you is it ? Please stop giving me problem and stress...!! I had enough of being patience towards everyone...!! I am doing this because I've promised to mama that I'll take good care of you...! Do you know how sad it is when you choose to stop studying when you were only 15...! You can't even endure for 1 more year to complete secondary life...!! You used to look down at me as I'm the only child in EM3 n N.T stream..! But have you ever seen I gave up ? Till now I endure though sometimes I told myself that I just wanna stop studying, too stress..I never ever once give up..!! When I archive scholarship each year since I was in primary 5 till now, do you think I'm happy ? No I'm not !! Cos you say stupid people don't deserve scholarship..!! Its hurtful when you say that every time I received it.. You jealous that I might steal the love from our parent away.. Deep in my heart I never thought of doing that.. I'm just doing my part to keep our late mom proud of her child.. Each time I get, I'll give the money to either our stepmom or dad... Please think of what I did for you..! You may hate me by all means, I don't give a fucking care..!! If you are rude,I'll be rude to you too...!!! Sorry I've change..!! This is me..!! K bye !!!